My Dearest,
Phew, where has the time gone? Five seemingly short years ago, while on a hot, sunny beach on a tiny island off the coast of Puerto Rico, we vowed to love, support, protect, cherish, and laugh with each other for the rest of our lives. We made all those promises based on getting to know each other as "more than friends" for a mere 1 year and a couple months. But, at the time, I hadn't been more sure of anything in my life. Plain and simple, you were (and are to this day) THE ONE!
These past five years have been tremendous. We have gone from being somewhat careless city dwellers to suburban homeowners. From hockey-stand builders to true do-it-yourself construction "experts" (even if we're the only ones who will certify that to be true). We have traveled to distant continents as well as explored a few near-home locales, all of which have been intriguing in their own right, but none have been more comforting than the calm we feel when we return to the home we've made together! We have experienced MANY ups and our fair share of downs, but we have managed to stay on the same page, forever forging forward, together, in what is now OUR life.
In the grand scheme of things, five years doesn't seem like much of an accomplishment. Especially when you compare our longevity with that of many of our friends and family, who have managed to stay the course of loving one person for 10, 20, 30 years and more. However, based on the life we've lived these past 5 years, I have not one doubt that we will surely be celebrating a Golden Anniversary, together, 45 years from today. Think about that. 45 years from now. That's more years away than either of us has been on this earth individually. And, yet, I'm confident that we'll be old, gray, wrinkled, and still together, and, more importantly, still in love 45 years from today. I HOPE that we'll be comfortably retired at that point also - but even that I'm not 100% sure of.
I know I don't take enough time in our normal day-to-day routines to stop and thank you for simply being the one person I share my life with - the one who I want sharing in my every happiness, every pitfall, and every roller-coaster ride in between. Sometimes, when I talk about you with other people, I realize just how lucky I am to have such a loving, devoted, understanding, and non-judgemental person standing by my side. You truly are my rock.
Thank you for being unjaded, and for constantly striving to get me to see things through the same rose colored glasses you seem to wear daily. Your ability to see the positive side of every situation amazes me - and your willingness to work hard to achieve your goals without letting the "little things" slow you down sometimes seems like a miracle to me, who gets caught up and hung up on too many details to see the big picture you see so clearly.
Most importantly, my dear, thank you for choosing me. I have no idea what I did in this life or ones I've lived in the past, but I am positively certain that good karma and some act of kindness from "the gods" had a hand in us ending up together. I love you more today that I did 5 years ago, and I look forward to experiencing our love grow as we both grow as individuals and together as the super awesome team that we are.
Happy Anniversary.
Always,
Sarah :)
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Tuesday, September 4, 2012
The Love Dare Hiatus
So I think Greg and I got to somewhere around Day 11 in The Love Dare, and we haven't really been interested in it since then. I'm not sure what the problem is. Part of me wonders if it's because we're both too lazy and/or apathetic to really try to make our marriage a more loving, kind, wholesome one ala June and Ward Cleaver...but another part of me wonders if it's just because there's simply too many references to God, the Bible, and Jesus, which kind of makes each of us feel just a little bit uncomfortable.
The thing about the book that bothers me the most is that it constantly refers to difficult times in your marriage - it often makes references about being mad at your partner, feeling unloved by your spouse, etc. I don't know if it's because Greg and I have only been married for 4.5 years, if it's because we don't have children, or if it's because our relationship isn't what it should be - but this book makes me feel like we should be fighting more and using the book as a tool to make up for all the wrongs we've done to each other. The thing is that we really honestly don't fight much. I mean we bicker, and have disagreements - but recently they've been mostly about how we're constructing the porch - and our disagreements usually are a result of Greg wanting to do everything 100% accurately and correct and me having no patience to sit around waiting for him to make a decision. Which probably is demeaning to him and isn't productive for me, but really, we usually are able to talk out our frustrations and move on.
The thing about the book that bothers me the most is that it constantly refers to difficult times in your marriage - it often makes references about being mad at your partner, feeling unloved by your spouse, etc. I don't know if it's because Greg and I have only been married for 4.5 years, if it's because we don't have children, or if it's because our relationship isn't what it should be - but this book makes me feel like we should be fighting more and using the book as a tool to make up for all the wrongs we've done to each other. The thing is that we really honestly don't fight much. I mean we bicker, and have disagreements - but recently they've been mostly about how we're constructing the porch - and our disagreements usually are a result of Greg wanting to do everything 100% accurately and correct and me having no patience to sit around waiting for him to make a decision. Which probably is demeaning to him and isn't productive for me, but really, we usually are able to talk out our frustrations and move on.
Monday, August 6, 2012
The Love Dare, Days 1 - 5
So, my Mom recently gave me a bunch of books to read, consisting mostly of Clive Cussler adventure novels. Snuck (yes, in my mind, that's a word) into the mix of gratuitous fiction was a book entitled "The Love Dare." When Mom dropped the stack of books off, she mentioned "The Love Dare" to me, saying that she had received it not too long ago from one of my cousins, who was hoping that maybe my parent's relationship could be salvaged. Alas, it could not, and my Mom never actually used the book (at that point I think she already knew they were headed toward splitsville). Anyway, apparently the book is featured in some movie starring Kirk Cameron (aka Mike Seaver), and, like most things my Mom brings to me as a specialty item, the book and the movie are actually faith based in Christianity. The premise of the book is to take 40 days to challenge yourself to small daily dares that will increase your awareness of and love for your spouse. Each day's challenge is prefaced by a short summary of the day's theme (replete with biblical quotes) that will be carried out in the dare.
Like everything related to Christian faith, I was a bit skeptical to delve into the book, because, well, the truth is, I'm still trying to figure out where I stand related to religion and faith. On top of that, Greg was raised Jewish and I was raised Catholic, and although neither of us identify fully with either religion, sometimes discussions related to faith get jumbled between us because our backgrounds are so different. On top of that, our marriage is pretty awesome. I'm not saying we're perfect, but we don't fight often, we work well together on most days, and we are pretty decent with communicating with one another. Of course, there's always room for improvement, so, figuring it couldn't hurt to bring it up, I asked Greg what he thought about taking the "Love Dare" with me. Surprisingly (or really not surprising at all since he is so good natured that he basically always goes along with anything I want to do, including going for ice cream at 10:00 PM on a Tuesday night), Greg agreed to give the dare a try. He, like me, was also a bit skeptical about the amount of references to the bible and God, but we agreed that we would both keep an open mind about it, and not focus as much on the God stuff, but more on the things that we would be doing to make ourselves more aware of each other.
So...here's how it works. Every night, we agreed that we would read the pre-dare passages to one another (alternating days of course) and then read the dare, which we would carry out the following day. We started on Saturday night.
Dare #1 - Say nothing negative to your spouse all day.
Seems easy enough, right? HA!!!! It just so happened that we were working on our porch that day, and doing some pretty frustrating, tedious work. On top of that, we had to be finished working, showered, dressed, and get gifts for our neighbor's 3-year old twins' birthday party which was starting at 3pm. The slew of negative comments going through my brain (as we were trying to figure out how to cut and fasten column wraps onto our support columns) made me stop and take lots of deep breaths before saying anything on several occasions.
Dare #2 - Say nothing negative AND do something kind for your spouse.
UGH -- you mean we have to be positive two days in a row??? How about me being not negative is the kind thing I do?? Huh? The day was kind of cool. It was a Monday and I randomly bought steak and lobster for dinner as my kindness to Greg (who always whimpers a bit when I tell him, no we are at the fish counter for salmon, NOT for lobster!) and Greg did a ginormous amount of laundry solo -- soo kind of him! The negative part was difficult again, but being at work made it a bit easier.
Dare #3 - Say nothing negative AND buy a gift for your spouse to let them know you're thinking of them
Seriously? Is every day going to be like this? At least it's another work day. Greg got me an awesome green re-useable coffee mug and gift card from starbucks, and I bought him a sweet knife that has little holes in it to prevent stuff from sticking to it while chopping and a novelty book called "Thanks for Being You" or something like that. Very cute book! This day was not so difficult, in fact, I kind of liked it since presents were involved :)
Dare #4 - Call your spouse during the work day to see how they are and ask if you can do anything for them.
This was kind of a weird day because on a normal day, Greg and I communicate regularly. More so via e-mail than phone, but we're usually planning what we need to do that night, what groceries we need at home, etc. Greg did actually call me, but I was in the middle of a meeting and couldn't talk - and I totally bombed on this day and didn't call him at all. We chose to call it a good day, though, since we think we do pretty well with checking in. Go Us!
Dare #5 - Ask your spouse to list 3 things that irritate them about you. Listen to their complaints without judgement.
SOOOO...Day 5 (Thursday) turned into a disaster. One which I will tell you about another day. But, we never got around to talking about being irritated on Thursday. And we were both going away from home separately for our cousins bachelor/bachelorette parties, so we tabled our discussion to Sunday.
Sunday night, we discussed, and I learned that Greg hates that I leave stuff all over the house, which was surprising to me. We talked about some other irritating habits, and I'm guessing these things will come up at some point later with dares.
We're now on Day #6, and I don't fully understand what we have to do today, so I'll hopefully have some info another day. Stay tuned.
Like everything related to Christian faith, I was a bit skeptical to delve into the book, because, well, the truth is, I'm still trying to figure out where I stand related to religion and faith. On top of that, Greg was raised Jewish and I was raised Catholic, and although neither of us identify fully with either religion, sometimes discussions related to faith get jumbled between us because our backgrounds are so different. On top of that, our marriage is pretty awesome. I'm not saying we're perfect, but we don't fight often, we work well together on most days, and we are pretty decent with communicating with one another. Of course, there's always room for improvement, so, figuring it couldn't hurt to bring it up, I asked Greg what he thought about taking the "Love Dare" with me. Surprisingly (or really not surprising at all since he is so good natured that he basically always goes along with anything I want to do, including going for ice cream at 10:00 PM on a Tuesday night), Greg agreed to give the dare a try. He, like me, was also a bit skeptical about the amount of references to the bible and God, but we agreed that we would both keep an open mind about it, and not focus as much on the God stuff, but more on the things that we would be doing to make ourselves more aware of each other.
So...here's how it works. Every night, we agreed that we would read the pre-dare passages to one another (alternating days of course) and then read the dare, which we would carry out the following day. We started on Saturday night.
Dare #1 - Say nothing negative to your spouse all day.
Seems easy enough, right? HA!!!! It just so happened that we were working on our porch that day, and doing some pretty frustrating, tedious work. On top of that, we had to be finished working, showered, dressed, and get gifts for our neighbor's 3-year old twins' birthday party which was starting at 3pm. The slew of negative comments going through my brain (as we were trying to figure out how to cut and fasten column wraps onto our support columns) made me stop and take lots of deep breaths before saying anything on several occasions.
Dare #2 - Say nothing negative AND do something kind for your spouse.
UGH -- you mean we have to be positive two days in a row??? How about me being not negative is the kind thing I do?? Huh? The day was kind of cool. It was a Monday and I randomly bought steak and lobster for dinner as my kindness to Greg (who always whimpers a bit when I tell him, no we are at the fish counter for salmon, NOT for lobster!) and Greg did a ginormous amount of laundry solo -- soo kind of him! The negative part was difficult again, but being at work made it a bit easier.
Dare #3 - Say nothing negative AND buy a gift for your spouse to let them know you're thinking of them
Seriously? Is every day going to be like this? At least it's another work day. Greg got me an awesome green re-useable coffee mug and gift card from starbucks, and I bought him a sweet knife that has little holes in it to prevent stuff from sticking to it while chopping and a novelty book called "Thanks for Being You" or something like that. Very cute book! This day was not so difficult, in fact, I kind of liked it since presents were involved :)
Dare #4 - Call your spouse during the work day to see how they are and ask if you can do anything for them.
This was kind of a weird day because on a normal day, Greg and I communicate regularly. More so via e-mail than phone, but we're usually planning what we need to do that night, what groceries we need at home, etc. Greg did actually call me, but I was in the middle of a meeting and couldn't talk - and I totally bombed on this day and didn't call him at all. We chose to call it a good day, though, since we think we do pretty well with checking in. Go Us!
Dare #5 - Ask your spouse to list 3 things that irritate them about you. Listen to their complaints without judgement.
SOOOO...Day 5 (Thursday) turned into a disaster. One which I will tell you about another day. But, we never got around to talking about being irritated on Thursday. And we were both going away from home separately for our cousins bachelor/bachelorette parties, so we tabled our discussion to Sunday.
Sunday night, we discussed, and I learned that Greg hates that I leave stuff all over the house, which was surprising to me. We talked about some other irritating habits, and I'm guessing these things will come up at some point later with dares.
We're now on Day #6, and I don't fully understand what we have to do today, so I'll hopefully have some info another day. Stay tuned.
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